What's with the H8?

Hey It's been a while since I have written... but I decided to post on the Prop 8 issue. They voted to uphold Prop 8 today in California. Prop 8, if you didn't know, is a law banning gay marriage. I believe that everyone should have the right to marry. I think it is a decision left up to the person. For all of those people who throw the bible at the issue, God did not put us here to pass judgment on others. He is the only person who reserves the right or ability to pass judgment on us. Putting yourself in a position where you do so, is almost to say you are the equal of God, which you are not. So, to be concise, if these individuals share the desire to be married, then they should be allowed to, if you TRULY believe that the will be 'turned away by God' or whatever, then let them worry about that when the JUDGMENT DAY passes. Until then, keep your day job and stop trying to take God's... Thanx!

I am disappointed in you CA, then again a state that votes in Arnold Schwarzenegger as Governor must have something retarded going on... I'm just saying.

Vote No On H8

Niggas ain't SHIT

So he broke up with me...

not today, not yesterday, late on thursday night.

It was acomplicated how it happened, but as I reflect this morning... he did the breaking up and he did the 'we wont get back together until things are fixed'.... TRANSLATION... we won't get back together until HE feels things are fixed.... do you know how long any person can keep onthe track of.... oh things aren't really fixed yet?! I've been down that road before and I don't intend to sit and wait fo rvery long because I don't do w/e he wants to call this. I do not trust him in this situation or anyone for that matter. And at the end of the day if he broke up with me because he needed to worry about himself and whatever else, then I need ot do the same... what is best for me and if that means only staying around for a little bit... then fine. The thing that kills me is that he is just like well if thats what you have to do... do what you gotta do. Maybe he isn't realizing the gravity of what he has done to me and in general. One day he will, especially if this break up should go wrong.

I have plenty of options, I don't have to sit around on someone who wants to be selfish... yet again. I've spent my life waiting on people who want ot be selfish and he feels he has done the same... then the time comes when he has someone who will sacrifice a lot, almost anything for him... and thats when his bitch ass wants to be selfish.... KISS MY ASS.

I understand what he is talking about... but how in the world do you need TIME FOR YOURSELF, when 8 months out of the year you are in a long distance relationship and shit right now its pretty much a long distance relationship because I'm 40 minutes away... see himlike twice a week for like 5hours tops each time. FUCKING RIDICULOUS.... but fine he wants to shit all over what he has... go right ahead... cuz you will always reap what you sow.

smmfh NIGGAS AIN'T SHIT!

and thats ALL I have to say.

What happens when an irresitible force meets an immovable object?

Well, it implies that these two 'entities' cannot coexist because if there is a force which is irresistible, then there certainly cannot be an object which is immovable and vice versa. These two entities, which in my case are people, must either both agree to let down the guard and truncate the tyraid, or they will not be able to move forward, prosper, or do anything together happily. The subdue is not to win or to lose, but it is to agree to stop so that once can be free to experience something better. Both parties stand to gain/profit from letting go, because remaining stagnant will only lead to unhappiness for both.

In the end, the situation with the greatest total surplus is the one where the entities agree, if not, as a whole there is happiness lost for yourself and for the partner/friend by staying as irresitible or immovable. The risk is that one person may go back on what they agreed to, which is where trust comes in. We tend to fool ourselves into believing that if we get our way everytime, we will be happy. Unfortunately, you get your way sometimes and you're unhappy, or you get you're way but then when you realize what you do or did to the other person to get that that you are unhappy you did that. The biggest issue is that 'getting your way' is contingent up always getting your way. If you don't get it the next time a conflict presents itself, you won't be happy. Thus, letting down the guard and not fighint 'i must win' battles can make you happier all together. There is less stress, your relationships to flow better, and you don't have to worry about ever really 'losing' a battle because there would be no such thing in your world. Honestly, surrendering to the other is not a matter of winning or losing, but the possibility of a better experience outweighing the stagnation of an endless struggle.

So... my school absolutely rules!!!
We MURDERED Michigan State with a score of 89-72.

We are the 2009 NCAA NATIONAL CHAMPS!!

A Dancer's Reflections

I believe that rying different styles of dance help add to your own personal style and 'swag' of dance. I think I want to vow to myself to try various types of dance this summer. It should drastically change my choreographing skills and make my dances more revolutionary and new.

One thing I love about miscONcEption is the use of various dances by different people. Learning all these dances has helped evolve my style for the better.

M.I.A

So I have DEFINITELY been MIA on my blog... been so busy staying up late doing work and practicing. It was so tiring. However, the show was amazing! I found myself starting to get sad as it reached the end half of the show because I wanted to keep performing, it was so invigorating. By the time the show was over, I realized how much it bothered me that none of my friends really came to see the show. I had no one waiting for me after the show and I had no one to remember my performance or tell me how I did. The only two friends who did come were Chelsea and Shanice, that's sad. For the people who honestly didn't have any money, I was like okay... even though for at least one of them I know they could have spared it because they get paid at least every month along with a set of parents who are trying to force a car on her.... smh. Anywho, with that disappointment... some people are gettin dropped form my list of people to call or hang with or anything. As I said on my page, it's spring cleaning!

March Madness and Obama

"Because of Reggie Love, I've got to pick Duke," says Obama.
"The whole way?" says commentator or w/e.
Obama's response, "No, no, not the whole way. Come on!"



LOL TALK ABOUT FML on Duke... hahaha LOSERS!

Traffic

REMEMBER TO PAUSE MY MUSIC IN THE LOWER RIGHT CORNER!!!



So Usher has this HOT ass song called Traffic, that was unreleased.... IDK why, its hot! Anyhow, a girl in my dance group choreographed a dance to it, which is also hot. But I love the way this song sounds because it sounds like he is really trying to bob in between cars to speed through the traffic. Plus, it would be sweet if someone sang this to/about me. I mean just look at the lyrics:

The story goes, I'm at the bar, she's out on the floor
Fellows they come and they go, but none of them giving shows
And we like ice, 'cause I ain't like them other guys (no)
So I know what to say I think it's time that I make my way over to her

You know that I gotta get at ya baby
Let nobody come snatch ya baby
Can none other of these other chicks match ya baby
I got you baby, I got you baby

Making my way to traffic baby
We can break out and make a little magic baby
If you miss it, it might be tragic baby
Get at me baby, get at me baby-ey-ey

You're the one I want (I want)
You're the one I need (I need)
Other chicks out been here don't, don't do it for me
They don't do it for me-ey-ey

Everybody out my way
I'm on a mission tryna meet miss lady
I'm tryna make her my baby, tryna make you my baby
Girl I just wanna make you my baby-ey-ey

Oh, I gotta get through traffic
Ah, I gotta get through traffic
Ah, I gotta get through traffic
Snatch that lady standing over there
Snatch that lady standing over there
Yo snatch that lady standing over there
Yo, ah, I gotta get through traffic
Snatch that lady standing over there

That's all for now... I'm not too motivated to write at the moment

c.pier

Morris Chestnut!!!

I saw him in the airport.....whoa...it was like a movie or something. Sigh he was so sexy...goodness